Resentment
(deeplanguage) John has slipped significantly, and I realize I have been repressing my reactions. For me, a lot of frustration and resentment comes up before I ever get to grief. And I worry that if I complain now I will look back when things get worse
Update update feed set failed_fetches=0, fetched=current_timestamp() where feed_id = 12775 failed: 1142 [UPDATE command denied to user '334187_hdlns_ms5'@'10.187.248.89' for table 'feed'] in [update feed set failed_fetches=0, fetched=current_timestamp() where feed_id = 12775]
updated 12775 (Deep Language), inserted 3, updated 2, at 2012-06-02 14:44:54
